as she
washed dishes
she
absentmindedly listened
to
the news – always bad –
so
she tries to stay focus
on
removing leftover crumbs
from
dishes and not listen 
to
the reality of life 
once
while washing dishes
she let
her mind wander
to
the thought of him 
and
his touch – wondering
what
went wrong and why
he doesn’t
call anymore
no, she
told herself 
instead
listen to the bad news
on
the television instead of
allowing
her mind to linger
on
love gone lost
as
she washed dishes 
she
tried to scrub away
the mundaneness
of life away
to
reveal its cleanliness
and
renewed hope for 
something
better